Itsyaboybrenny’s Blog

Have not been updating on this at all! I promise I am going to be back and hit this shit hard! I need to make this shit pop off a lil more. Well I just wanted to hop on here to post my homegirl nique’s site, she just finished it and it’s dope! Support a beautiful dope ass chick!
http://www.dominiquelaurina.com/

Such words of enthusiasm you say!? I am soo excited right now. Ok yea that was a little bit of sarcasm for that ass. Well, scrap anything I said before, because that pretty much went all down the toilet. Moving on.

I go out, and still, all i do is think of her. fml.

Well howdy..life is weird ain’t it? I’m sitting here at work where a week ago I was so busy it hurt, now I’m sitting here writing a blog. Bored. Moving on..definitely learning that you have to take things as they come, sometimes I like to bother myself with the wonderful worries of “what if’s”. Ehhhh wrong. I can’t do that anymore, nothing is gaurenteed, ever. So instead of worrying what might happen, dive in and make it happen. Go for what you want and if you fall on your face, well hey at least you knew what it felt like. I need to apply this seems so easy yet actually so difficult way of thinking to so many aspects of my life. It’s just crazy to think stuff can do a 180, just got to hope for the best and stay true to yourself. You hope that things will go your way, but it’s a two way street. Now I am rambling..like always. I can’t fail man.. Main moral “just win baby”.

I have been off this thing forever. I am horribly sorry, if thats even possible? ha. Well lots to know. Been working like an animal at work. Went to vegas for the hospitality design expo. In 4 weeks i am leaving to chicago for a week for my very first neocon experience! I can not wait. My life is finally taking shape. I am learning tons at work, and really starting to find my place with my new group of ladies, that I absolutely adore. Speaking of adoring, ya shes around, and its real dope. THe house is coming along slowly but surely and I am going to get it moving even faster hopefully! Got to get in this place mannn. Well as far as everthing goes, I couldnt be happier. well I could, but I am pretty damn content haha. One love world.

lol! oops. I do care though. sucks that she dont.

Sometimes, you just have to play it cool. Regardless if it bothers you or not. Some things and some people I will just never understand. So here is me not caring.

Lady Killers.

Hello world. I know it seems as if this was above the rim and I took off the roof the past month or so, but in this life I actually get to make a come back. The past few months, have been pretty interesting. I feel as if I have a million peoples screaming thoughts and dreams, disgruntles, and dreams bottled up inside and they just are dying to get out. I am finally realizing that life is truly only what you make of it. Happiness is not something you can 100% obtain on your own, yet it is also not something you should rely on someone else to give you. I am not ashamed to say I was one of those people, the person that thought someone would come around and fedex me this happiness. Well I am 25 now (woke up one day and realized this, because it felt like i was just 17 yesterday) and definitely ready to embrace what life has to offer me. I finally realize that I am different than a lot of people, and I want different things, and thats ok. It’s ok that I move away from the majority when it comes to my thoughts on relationships and “having fun”. I realize that I was put on this earth to obtain greatness. I used to think I wasnt capable of these sort of things, until I graduated from college, got my dream job, and now have so many fantastic ideas i cant keep up with my own brain. I am no longer concerned with alot of things that i was concerned with in these past years, and things are about to change for the better. It is definitely time to step it up a notch, and this begins tomorrow. Next on the plate is, to become LEED certified, which studying for the exam begins tomorrow. Also this week, item #2 on my list gets addressed with its first meeting. Cannot release too many details just yet, but just know, I have a partner in crime on this one, and it should be a fun one. If you dont hear from me in a few months, I got alot on my plate, but when I make my comeback world, Ill be like jordan in the 4-5.

Why did i hate on this site soooo hard before, even busted jus balls about it for a while, finally caved and now im hooked. This shit is legit!! Anyway, long week, finally tomorrow is friday, ill be in temecula friday/saturday hollllla at me!